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Prepare your shoes
not to come back soon,
prepare your heart
not to stop too soon.
You cannot walk with us.
One step inside doesn't
mean you understand,
one step inside doesn't mean I'm yours.
In your world my feet are out of step,
my arms don't move, my hand
won't grab.
I will never read your stupid map,
so don't call me incomplete,
you are the freak.
22.6.07 14:44

so much has changed during the last year. almost exactly one year ago i came back from my stay in the usa and i can't believe how fast time has gone by...
i have fallen in love with someone i would have never expected and i was (and still am) truely happy. just one stupid incident (well, rather two) gave a crack to our relationship. i would not say we have grown apart but i know things will not be the same. this often makes me cry. i just cannot understand. and never will. although i wish i could but i know he will never tell me. i had never imagined something similiar could ever happen until he told me it was true. it left a deep scar and a very humiliating experience. i am disappointed and deeply hurt. but still i hope that some day things will be the same again. i know - i could never forget but i might forgive.

....because one kiss...

....and one smile are worth more than a hundred tears...
22.6.07 14:43

i can see more clearly every day. i'm getting more and more aware of how i changed during this year. and i am happy i did it. even though i wished i would have gone somewhere else. i shouldn't have listened to all the people around me that told me what to do as they do so often. i won't ever say that i regret having done it because it gave me so much. it changed me in so many positive ways. changes other people might never go through because they are lacking this specific experience. they will only be one of a million tourists. nothing special. it's so different when you go to another country with a different attitude. to be one of them. not just a superficial spectaculator. to adjust. to fit into the new culture. to take part in something other than that what you already know. to take risks.
i am glad to have found some people that understand. i know, others never will. even though some wish to.
29.9.06 10:01

i hide my feelings when they are there.
i do not cry when they could see.
i do not answer when they ask.
for they would not understand.

i just smile when they wonder.

ooo, what do you do to me?
15.9.06 16:26

the sites aren't up to date but i don't feel like changing pictures and what so ever...

i wish i was one of these people that know how it is to love and be loved in return.
27.8.06 16:07


es gibt wieder fotos in meinem fotoalbum (: also immer schön gucken.

neue alben:

heni zu besuch
lieblingsbruder oder geschwisterliebe [weiß nich mehr genau]
30.7.06 20:22

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